Somebody

Sometimes it comes in waves
And hits me out of nowhere like a hurricane
Feels like I’m going insane
I don’t wanna be a problem
But my self-control’s a losing game
When the venom’s in my veins

Ya you know me
Makin friends with all my demons, never lonely
Self-destructive and I know it but it’s only
A matter of time before I’m out my mind
I wish that I could rewind

I don’t know when I became somebody
Somebody I don’t recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I’d leave it all behind
I want it, don’t need it
I had to realize
I hate it, I feed it
Believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life

Memphis May Fire

Wow! This song is amazing. I know a lot of people that can relate to this song. For me, it’s music like this that can express feelings, let them out, and let them go.

I’m not in this mode anymore, but from 2010-2015 this would have described me perfectly. I was not in a good place and it took a lot of effort to find my way out of it. Now I just empathize with what it’s like to feel like this.